This past weekend, I completed the emotional roller coaster that is participating in an out of state tournament. Specifically, I attended the 2012 Silver Sun Showdown in St. Louis. It was my first out of state tournament without Teri (or Sensei) and my first time to St. Louis without her. And, without Teri, I had to face a half dozen phobias and new situations: conquering three bridges, the car rental counter and NASKA-style judging.
The Trip
Megabus is what Greyhound could be if it was run by a half-hour MTV reality show: free wifi, outlets to run laptops or charge your phone and, if you score a seat in front, you can work at a table with cup holders. Round trip to St. Louis cost me $38.
The only down side is that Megabus does not avoid scary bridges when routes are planned. Whereas I spend hours on Google maps, popping into street view over every major waterway, Megabus just goes for the fastest route. In this case, the fastest route included the I&M Canal Corridor and the Martin Luther King Bridge.
REALLY?! Have you seen this? It’s a 4,000 foot cantilever truss bridge. I cried when we crossed it. (Just a little, but I think I may have frightened my seat mate.)
The Tournament
For weapons, I performed a sound (but not very memorable) tokameni. I don’t know what else I can say about it. It was one of my better performances. I thought it went well, until I got my scores: 9.95 across the board. (Well. one person gave me a 9.97 but the highest and lowest scores gets tossed.) So, I got fifth out of five.
I was heartbroken. And angry. Counting the bus ride to the train station, the train ride into Chicago, the bus ride and the waiting at each point in between, I had spent 8 hours trying to get to this tournament. There was no way in heck I was going to walk out of here with last place in every division.
For kata, I performed Sunsu. I started strong…really strong. I was totally crushing this kata, until the thrust kick. Before I started the kick, I was aware that my Chinto stance was way too narrow. And, when I did kick, I lost my balance. It was a tiny little wobble…approximately 2 feet in front of the center judge.
When the kata was finished, I stormed from the ring. It wasn’t that I wasn’t going to trophy that had me upset. It was that I was going to get last again for something so stupid that should not have happened. All that hard work was ruined. I paced back and forth in an attempt to stop from crying. Then, it was time to collect my scores: 9.97s. Third place. My eyes filled up with tears again. I hadn’t completely blown it.
The best part, however, came later when it was time to shake hands with the judges.
“It was a very strong kata, intense,” said the first. “It’s why I gave you such a high score.”
I didn’t have time to respond before the next judge had hold of my hand. “Yes,” said the second, “but the wobble.”
“I-I meant to ask about that,” I stammered. “Besides the wobble…”
“No, it was just that.” I had the attention of three out of the five judges. The wobble was a BIG mistake, so big it couldn’t be ignored. But the rest of the kata was…good. And the three judges I was talking to were smiling at me (real smiles, like with their eyes and everything), telling me it was a good kata. For one tiny moment, I thought I knew what it would feel like to be Brett.
I lost sparring 7-0. There was considerably more swearing in this event. From me. It’s an adrenaline thing and I’m really working on it. (For reals, yo.) I landed two techniques, neither counted for points. With a five-judge-ring, that’s not an angle thing. That’s having poor technique. I’ll work on that. (And the blocking.)
Judging
In between kata and sparring, black belts have a lot of time on their hands. We’re first to kata and last to spar. So, I told Sensei Creamer I could help.
“Brett, grab two judges and start a ring in ring 5.”
I looked at Brett expectantly. If I remembered anything from middle school gym class, it’s that your friends pick you to be on their team.
“You two,” Brett said pointing to me and the man next to me.
(Yes. Next incarnation, I’m going to try and make some friends in middle school.)
We had 13- and 14-year-old division, which was a larger group than I am used to. Also, the NASKA-style scoring is a pain for large groups.
In the scoring method I’m used to, you’re given a point range (like 5-7) and everyone in your group will receive a score within that range. So, one of the first three people I see will be put squarely in the middle of those scores. If I like someone better, they’ll be placed halfway between the middle score and the top score. I continue placing people in various halfway points until everyone is done. The scores are lined up neatly on the right side of my white board in the order in which the competitors appeared and nothing is erased. When I’m finished, the scores I award are significantly lower than what the other judges are awarding, but we pretty much agree on who gets first, second and third place.
In this style of scoring, we have 10 possible scores to hand out: 9.90 through 9.99, and the top four scores (9.99-9.96) can only be awarded once. We watched everyone go through and awarded everyone points at the end. The first group through had 10 competitors. I figured I’d just write down what place I thought each person should get and then assign points later.
A little more than half way through, the side of my white board was a mess. The “places” were erased and written over again several times. Some were scribbled out. It was barely legible. I glanced over at Brett’s score card to see if he had an easier system. Apparently he did, but I couldn’t make heads or tails of it. He had a neat column of numbers down the right hand side (mostly 5s and 6s), some of them had a plus or a minus next to them.
The hardest part (besides reading my own hand-writing) was changing the places into scores. First through third was easy enough. For fourth place and lower, I had to count on my fingers to get the score.
Embarrassed, I tried to keep my right hand low as I counted on my fingers.
“Judges, ready…”
“No!” I squeaked. Damn, I lost count.
“Take your time.”
Crap, lost count again.
“Shut up.” I said.
“Take your time.”
Surviving kata, it was finally time to judge sparring. I definitely feel more comfortable here. My only issue is that Brett was much faster than I’m used to. In local tournaments, the center judge says, “Judges…” PAUSE, “score!” Brett was more like “Judges score.” (I skipped the comma on purpose. He didn’t even put in a comma’s worth of a pause.)
I was so consistently late on calling points, that I made it a point to look away from the other judges when I did my hand signals. (I didn’t want the parents and coaches to think I was just mimicking what the other two were doing.)
It went considerably more smoothly, except when I almost got run over by a couple of 14 year olds. I was trying to move out of their way, while still watching them and got hung up on the corner. I also kind of forgot that, while judging, I could step out of the ring. (I spent three years trying to stay inside the ring; it’s a hard habit to break.)
“Stay out of the way, Stacy!”
“Yah, thanks,” I muttered.
Recap
All in all, it was a good tournament. I got to bring a trophy home with me and it was small enough to put in my purse. Just for the record, I brought a really huge purse, so I could fit Sensei’s bo in it. His bo breaks down into three pieces that screw together. I carried it with me the entire time I was in St. Louis – terrified I was going to lose it or forget it.
Even with a competing, equally large tournament taking place the same weekend in Detroit, it was a good sized crowd. I had adult women to compete against, always a plus. Better yet, I had senior women to compete against.